ellarochellelegaspiflores


Call me nikki or ella, both are fine with me. I'm a proud filipina living in Singapore. EIGHTEEN. I talk coffee, music, photography and art. LOVE ME FOR IT.

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i'm pretty sure i'm heading the right way.

You loved him, God knows that. You gave more than any woman could, and everyone looks up to what you have came to prove. But you're also getting hurt more than you should. I suggest you start listening to your friends. YOU'RE TOO GOOD OF A WOMAN FOR HIM........

1. When you were hurting, he did nothing but tell you that he's also in the same situation as you. But if he really is, then why does he let everything stay as it is? Why doesn't he take the initiative to do something to make the both of you feel better?
2. When you were alone, he stood at another girl's side.
3. You changed for him when he didn't.
4. On the days you said "no", he continued. But on return, you followed his every demand.
5. When you fight with him, he stops showing you how much he loves you. If he truly cares, where did the "love is unconditional" go?
6. On the days you want to clear your mind and have fun, he refuses. To him, clearing your mind and having fun is being selfish because you're leaving him alone to suffer. But when it's his turn to look for fun and you ask him to stay with you instead, he gets angry. Again, to him, what you asked was selfish. He was never fair to your needs, and you know that.
7. He changed you to someone you never wished to be. He brought you to a place you never dreamed to be in. Yet, you went along.
8. When you go through troubles, he leaves you to solve them alone. He doesn't help because according to him, "it's just the same old shit. when it finally turns out alright, the trouble comes back again".
9. He doesn't let you go out with your friends 'cos he considers them as a bad influence. But when he goes out with his friends, you're expected to trust him and let him have fun.
10. Yet, when you start to let go, he cries. He undergoes a stage of depression, and he openly shows it to his family. With that, his family starts to think negatively about you, eventhough you weren't the cause of his pain but himself alone.