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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

getting older does wonders!

I have two announcements:

1. 39 HAS UPGRADED! Oh, how convenient! I have to say thanks to Singapore's competition (whoever you may be). Without you, Singapore wouldn't do such transportation developments. So, cheers! =D

2. When I was still in my primary-school days, I LOVED VOLLEYBALL. When I stepped into my secondary-school life, I FELL FOR NETBALL and have completely ~~neglected~~ my love for volleyball. But as of today, VOLLEYBALL IS (again) THE SEX.

P.S. My deepest apologies to bernard's nose. I still love the nose, brother! =D

A message to everyone who was involved in my previous post:

YOU JUST GOT PUNK'D!

Romel; But I couldn't find any ugly pictures of myself. I was perfectly gorgeous then and now. Blame nature. Hahaha!!!
Dada; Good photos! Good photos! Atta boy/girl. HAHAHA. iloveyoutoo!
Jared; Too bad. Before you could even walk out of our airport, you've already been mugged. Corruption has its advantages, you know? So, better luck NEVER, bitch. Hahaha.
Mr e; You should be proud, ebrahim. You've really slimmed down a lot! Same goes to bernard, jared and stenly too, ofcourse. (:
Bernard; F-U-C-K you la, bernard. That was a really really reallyyyyyy long time ago! HAHAHA!
Xiiaosharr ♥; No flying knives, please. I prefer softer weapons. Hahaha. iloveyouuuu! =D

No one falls in love by choice,
it is by CHANCE.
No one stays in love by chance,
it is by WORK.
And no one falls out of love by chance,
it is by CHOICE

8:02 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

days of our youth. oh, wait. we're still young!

SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D
SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D
SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! =D
SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D
SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D

Look at how F-A-T jared, bernard, ebrahim and stenly were! Oh, how jogging did its miracles!

Now, look how young all of you looked!!!! The hairstylessssss!!!!!

Oh, how I miss this woman. Where art thou, emily!

I was happily viewing my multiply albums when I found all these and just started laughing my ass off the computer chair. HAHAHA. These pictures are randomly taken from 2005 to present. =D

SECONDARY THREE/THREE!
The last year we got to enjoy an MYE paper. Now, we're going nationals! Hahaha.

P.S. I think everyone will screw me upside-down after they see all these. HAHAHA. Oh well. =D

7:24 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

racial harmony

I was suppose to update my blog yesterday, but I got home at 11:30pm last night. Heh. So, I had to move the sharing to today.

25/07/08. Friday.
First of all,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, YINHAN.
Yo, jonathan! Hi, jonathan! High five, jonathan! J-O-N-A-T-H-A-N.

I woke up at 4am in the morning just to iron my hair. Left my house at 5:45am, so that I could reach vinitha's house by 6:30am. After transforming myself into a malay girl, we left her house at 7:05am. From there, racial harmony commenced.

The school was really colourful! I was happily singing "somewhere over the rainbow" with my other colourful friends to enhance the colourful-ness of the day. HAHA. And amazingly, all the sec5s were wearing traditional costumes! Woo-hoo! GO SECONDARY FIVES! =D

CORAL IS COLOURFUL.
I challenge you to say that 20 times. Hahaha.

Like the rest, all of us spent the day taking random photos. Here are some to share.

More photos: click me.

Oh! And.... I LOVE ANN. (:

Yes, you. HAHA. You were really pretty yesterday too. I wanted to hug you, but I was kind of shy. But thanks for approaching me, darling! Loveyou! (:

PHOTO OF THE DAY:

This will be the cover of our first debut album. With, uh, an incomplete band... (HAHAHA!)

24/07/08. Thursday.
Bernard: What does your flag look like?
Ella: Oh. It has a sun, three stars, and it's divided into half, where the top colour is blue, and the bottom's red.
Bernard: A sun and three starts, huh? Ours is a MOON. with FIVE stars!

Whatever, bernard.

3:08 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i dropped dead and let you win.

"I choose her".

8:38 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

unappreciated.

Sorry, but I just really need to voice out. Let me categorize them.

FRIENDS.
Frankly, I dunno who I could depend on anymore (other than my SE7EN). My first group threw me out because they saw her as "someone better". My second group left me because they counted me as someone "not that important". And my random friends aren't really treating me the way I should be treated. Haven't I done anything good? Or am I just feeling this way because I'm expecting too much from you, people? Well then, I guess it was my bad that I saw all of you without any compare on who is better and who is rightful to be plucked out. Forgive me, though I still don't know what that means.

TEACHERS.
Excuse me, bitches. But I think you're messing with the wrong woman.
To Diana; To hell with you. You're just jealous 'cos I live my life in style.
To Melvyn; Your handwriting sucks. Your voice irritates the F-U-C-K out of everyone. And you're deaf. What more can I say? Your life is already equalizing to the brown substance I withdraw to my toilet bowl everyday.

THE BOYS OF CLASS 5/1.
You jerks owe me. All of you should know why. Monsters. Grabbers. Sweet-suckers.

P.S. Wag niyo na ako paikutin. Sa susunod, direstyahan nalang, ha?

6:54 PM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

live with whatever reason you have left.

Whoever said that I wasn't beautiful is a liar.

Sorry. I just needed a boost in my confidence.
I don't know why, but life's starting to turn its back on me.

"You have so much to give, Ella. You just have to look beyond what is being faced infront of you."

2:30 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

when you're down, your only direction is up.

As much as I hate to admit it, I feel utterly helpless and pathetic. God knows why.

Joke of the Day
Question: When do you stop on green and go on red?
Answer: When you eat a watermelon!

HAHAHA! I have plenty more saved up for monday. Lame ones, as you may assume. But, to the students & teachers of class 5/1, and to my SE7EN, get yourselves ready! No absentees, okay? HAHA.

Turning back to my high school life, I lost time to do my revisions for physics because of the essays and TYS papers piling up in my study table. Too many homeworks. So little time. As much as I can, I'll finish up everything I need to finish by the end of next week. This is because, August isn't really a good month to be caught unprepared.

I have a lot of things to comment about this picture. But before I do, let me inform you guys that this is my study table. This is how it looks like at this precise time. Killer, eh?

1. That calendar at the top-right is showing the month of August. See those highlighted days? VERY IMPORTANT. That's the part of the month where I'll be mugging myself to ~~death~~.

2. The pile of books at the right are all my "done"s for the week. Can you see how tall it is? Damn.

3. See that red, mickey mouse alarm clock at the top-left? That was what's waking me up every morning when I didn't have a phone. And it doesn't have a snooze button. Fcuking useless.

4. That globe next to the alarm clock is some feng shui thingy my mom bought for me a few weeks ago. It's suppose to help me focus in my studies. Take note: suppose to.

5. That pink rose wrapped around my study lamp was given to me by SHARON KANG MING LI last valentine's day. Sweet, eh? (:

P.S. I ALREADY MISS TAN LIYING. =(

11:06 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

laughter is the best medicine.

First and foremost,

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MARISHKA.
tangina mo, love. kase, i love you. HAHAHA.

Apparently, I'm not in the mood to ~~study~~. I just got home a few hours ago from a "partner study" with Ebrahim, and to tell you the truth, I'm bombed. I better rest this precious brain of mine.

School today was filled with cachinnation. I continued to crack lame jokes to my oh-so tolerant friends, and one eventually gave up on my hopeless attempt to make her laugh. And her name is TAN LIYING (do not worry, darling. i'll never give up on you, bay-beh. HAHAHA).

Ella: How do you count the number of cows?
Everyone: One... Two... Three?
Ella: No. You use a COWculator! HAHAHA.
Everyone: Ouch. That was lame.

Botak told me that the only reason why he laughs back was because of my hilarious laughter right after I crack a joke. How rude. Tss.. It was funny, Jun Xian. Stop denying it to the world. Plus, come on. My cowculator joke was waaaay better than yours:

Botak: Why did the granny sit on the rocking chair that has a roller blade on it?
Ella: Because he wants to exercise while resting? HAHA. Idk. Why?
Botak: BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO ROCK AND ROLL!!!

NOW do you agree with me? (Just agree, you asses. And no one gets hurt)

The last period was meant for Mr Yap. But apparently, he got too fed up with the class that he decided to run away from us. Thus, our last period was claimed FREE! =D

The whole hour was spent with my three sexy asses, Liying, Yun Chang, Xian Liang, Yin Han, and Hassan. We played numerous card games, where the loser had to do push-ups, in regards to how bad he/she scored. Since I was the only girl playing (Liying was sort of the "referee"), the boys took it into consideration and passed my penalties to Ebrahim. In short, Ebrahim had to DOUBLE the push-ups that he was given. And there was this time that everyone had to do 36 push-ups, causing Ebrahim to do 72 PUSH-UPS all-in-all. HAHAHA. Well, it was too darn funny to resist, that I decided to take a video of it.

This was a short clip, cos everyone eventually gave up after doing 20. Weaklings. HAHA!

9:22 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Singappppinoy? HA.

Today (actually, yesterday, since it's already past 12) was the NDP preview at marina bay. And I have to say,

I WISH I WAS A SINGAPOREAN.
Nah. I'm way out of Singapore's league. HAHA! =D

My brother got us tickets for the preview (may I remind you that these are VIP access. hee!) cos he was given the privilege to be an NDP participant. To those who are gonna watch it on the 9th of August, watch out for those flying glowing-and-fat "chickens" in the background. He'll be in one of those hundred boats. HAHA.

Overall, it was a great performance. Though a lot of the parts were simulated and summarized, the whole event was still an amazing one. Definitely a must-watch. My favourite part? THE FIREWORKS.

My brother told me there would be more fireworks on the national day itself. Too bad we wouldn't be there for the "more". My brother couldn't get us tickets for it. WE HAVE TO BUY 'EM TO GET 'EM. =(

And you know what?! I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A DRESS CODE! Maaaaaaan. I was lucky that I was wearing a grey shirt. May not be white nor red, but it got from looking like a freaking alien from space. Screw my mom. She knew about it, yet she didn't bother to tell me. HUHUHU!

Anyway, I promised Ebrahim that I'll post the photos. So, here you go!

I don't want to give out too much detail from the event cos some might be wanting to watch it too.
So, I'll end here. (:

I'm loving the tattoo! =D

3:21 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Is it the flu, or is it the day?

I didn't come to school today for a sole reason. I was having a terrible flu. Damn the weather (but then again, it's better than having the sun burning your scalp, so I guess... I love the rain?).

Well, an unwanted visitor came over today. And his name is TENTH OF JULY. He gave me a bouquet of pain, a card filled with betrayal, and he sang me my favourite lie. Eventually, I felt bad for not giving him anything, that I decided to give him a box of "getting over" ~~chocolates~~. Honestly, it's the best brand. You should try it. Kinda expensive though, cos it took me awhile to buy 'em.

On a serious note, what's the point in being bitter? I don't get anything nice from it. I'm just hurting myself. So, it's best that I move on... right?

Ugh.

Going on, I finished 4 chapters from my math revision book. Been studying from the moment I woke up
(yes, while you were still in school. HA!), till 8pm this evening. It feels great that I didn't waste my absence from school. I was still learning. (:

But, uh, is studying infront of the computer counted as a "productive work"? HAHA. To explain, I was chatting with my sister back in Phil early this afternoon, and I was telling her the current news between me, him, and
the new ~~HER~~. In a way, my sister's the reason why I feel so strong now. I think I just have to re-read this message from her every single day:

Aubrey: you know, nikki (my family calls me nikki),
Aubrey: Lord wouldn't take harvey away from you if he thinks that you deserve him, or vice versa.
Aubrey: just think of it,
Aubrey: he's planning a bigger and better thing for you
Aubrey: all you have to do is wait and let yourself grow.

10:59 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

A new beginning.

I know that my current blogskin doesn't really differ much from my previous one. But, hey. I love it anyway. So, back off! (:

Anyway, ladies and gentlemen, behold the beginning of another chapter in my seemingly never-ending life. Lucky you, you'll be able to witness this first-hand! (:

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

(I just needed a line to separate my introduction and my post. So, don't mind that. Hehehe)

Wait. Wait. Wait.
Before I begin, allow me to scream like an insane maniac first.

I GOT MY FCUKING PHONE BACK, DUDE!
holy mother of god. it's about time!

School today wasn't totally bad. Though it started with ~~tears~~ (btw, thanks ebrahim and jared), i was able to amend myself back during PE, when everytime I get to hit the volleyball, I'll scream one solid "cheebai! fuck, bodoh!".

Yes, vulgarity eases me.

Math: Screw the people who forgot to bring their mathematical set and still didn't do anything about it. Because of you, I'll be failing my math test. Ugh..

After school, Ebrahim and I went for the security monitor's breifing. I dunno how we got involved in it, but we would be needed to help our form teacher take our classmates' temperature tomorrow (which reminds me, i have to remind everyone to bring their thermometer).

"1. Turn me on.
2. I am ready.
3. Put me under your tongue.
4. Take me out.
5. To keep me clean, wash my tip.
6. Put me back into my container so that I could be used again.
7. Treat me gently, because I break easily.

Hello, I'm an Oral Thermometer. And my job is to see how hot you are. Literally."

P.S. If you've been thinking of something else, then you're oh-so wrong in oh-so many ways.

9:17 PM


ellarochellelegaspiflores Call me nikki or ella, both are fine with me. I'm a proud filipina living in Singapore. EIGHTEEN. I talk coffee, music, photography and art. LOVE ME FOR IT. EXITS ♥ Go be stupid somewhere else. I won't leave my links here. FACEBOOK ♥ REWIND ♥ July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009	Wednesday, July 30, 2008 getting older does wonders! I have two announcements: 1. 39 HAS UPGRADED! Oh, how convenient! I have to say thanks to Singapore's competition (whoever you may be). Without you, Singapore wouldn't do such transportation developments. So, cheers! =D 2. When I was still in my primary-school days, I LOVED VOLLEYBALL. When I stepped into my secondary-school life, I FELL FOR NETBALL and have completely ~~neglected~~ my love for volleyball. But as of today, VOLLEYBALL IS (again) THE SEX. P.S. My deepest apologies to bernard's nose. I still love the nose, brother! =D A message to everyone who was involved in my previous post: YOU JUST GOT PUNK'D! Romel; But I couldn't find any ugly pictures of myself. I was perfectly gorgeous then and now. Blame nature. Hahaha!!! Dada; Good photos! Good photos! Atta boy/girl. HAHAHA. iloveyoutoo! Jared; Too bad. Before you could even walk out of our airport, you've already been mugged. Corruption has its advantages, you know? So, better luck NEVER, bitch. Hahaha. Mr e; You should be proud, ebrahim. You've really slimmed down a lot! Same goes to bernard, jared and stenly too, ofcourse. (: Bernard; F-U-C-K you la, bernard. That was a really really reallyyyyyy long time ago! HAHAHA! Xiiaosharr ♥; No flying knives, please. I prefer softer weapons. Hahaha. iloveyouuuu! =D No one falls in love by choice, it is by CHANCE. No one stays in love by chance, it is by WORK. And no one falls out of love by chance, it is by CHOICE 8:02 PM Monday, July 28, 2008 days of our youth. oh, wait. we're still young! SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! =D SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!! =D Look at how F-A-T jared, bernard, ebrahim and stenly were! Oh, how jogging did its miracles! Now, look how young all of you looked!!!! The hairstylessssss!!!!! Oh, how I miss this woman. Where art thou, emily! I was happily viewing my multiply albums when I found all these and just started laughing my ass off the computer chair. HAHAHA. These pictures are randomly taken from 2005 to present. =D SECONDARY THREE/THREE! The last year we got to enjoy an MYE paper. Now, we're going nationals! Hahaha. P.S. I think everyone will screw me upside-down after they see all these. HAHAHA. Oh well. =D 7:24 PM Saturday, July 26, 2008 racial harmony I was suppose to update my blog yesterday, but I got home at 11:30pm last night. Heh. So, I had to move the sharing to today. 25/07/08. Friday. First of all, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, YINHAN. Yo, jonathan! Hi, jonathan! High five, jonathan! J-O-N-A-T-H-A-N. I woke up at 4am in the morning just to iron my hair. Left my house at 5:45am, so that I could reach vinitha's house by 6:30am. After transforming myself into a malay girl, we left her house at 7:05am. From there, racial harmony commenced. The school was really colourful! I was happily singing "somewhere over the rainbow" with my other colourful friends to enhance the colourful-ness of the day. HAHA. And amazingly, all the sec5s were wearing traditional costumes! Woo-hoo! GO SECONDARY FIVES! =D CORAL IS COLOURFUL. I challenge you to say that 20 times. Hahaha. Like the rest, all of us spent the day taking random photos. Here are some to share. More photos: click me. Oh! And.... I LOVE ANN. (: Yes, you. HAHA. You were really pretty yesterday too. I wanted to hug you, but I was kind of shy. But thanks for approaching me, darling! Loveyou! (: PHOTO OF THE DAY: This will be the cover of our first debut album. With, uh, an incomplete band... (HAHAHA!) 24/07/08. Thursday. Bernard: What does your flag look like? Ella: Oh. It has a sun, three stars, and it's divided into half, where the top colour is blue, and the bottom's red. Bernard: A sun and three starts, huh? Ours is a MOON. with FIVE stars! Whatever, bernard. 3:08 PM Thursday, July 24, 2008 i dropped dead and let you win. "I choose her". 8:38 PM Wednesday, July 23, 2008 unappreciated. Sorry, but I just really need to voice out. Let me categorize them. FRIENDS. Frankly, I dunno who I could depend on anymore (other than my SE7EN). My first group threw me out because they saw her as "someone better". My second group left me because they counted me as someone "not that important". And my random friends aren't really treating me the way I should be treated. Haven't I done anything good? Or am I just feeling this way because I'm expecting too much from you, people? Well then, I guess it was my bad that I saw all of you without any compare on who is better and who is rightful to be plucked out. Forgive me, though I still don't know what that means. TEACHERS. Excuse me, bitches. But I think you're messing with the wrong woman. To Diana; To hell with you. You're just jealous 'cos I live my life in style. To Melvyn; Your handwriting sucks. Your voice irritates the F-U-C-K out of everyone. And you're deaf. What more can I say? Your life is already equalizing to the brown substance I withdraw to my toilet bowl everyday. THE BOYS OF CLASS 5/1. You jerks owe me. All of you should know why. Monsters. Grabbers. Sweet-suckers. P.S. Wag niyo na ako paikutin. Sa susunod, direstyahan nalang, ha? 6:54 PM Sunday, July 20, 2008 live with whatever reason you have left. Whoever said that I wasn't beautiful is a liar. Sorry. I just needed a boost in my confidence. I don't know why, but life's starting to turn its back on me. "You have so much to give, Ella. You just have to look beyond what is being faced infront of you." 2:30 PM Saturday, July 19, 2008 when you're down, your only direction is up. As much as I hate to admit it, I feel utterly helpless and pathetic. God knows why. Joke of the Day Question: When do you stop on green and go on red? Answer: When you eat a watermelon! HAHAHA! I have plenty more saved up for monday. Lame ones, as you may assume. But, to the students & teachers of class 5/1, and to my SE7EN, get yourselves ready! No absentees, okay? HAHA. Turning back to my high school life, I lost time to do my revisions for physics because of the essays and TYS papers piling up in my study table. Too many homeworks. So little time. As much as I can, I'll finish up everything I need to finish by the end of next week. This is because, August isn't really a good month to be caught unprepared. I have a lot of things to comment about this picture. But before I do, let me inform you guys that this is my study table. This is how it looks like at this precise time. Killer, eh? 1. That calendar at the top-right is showing the month of August. See those highlighted days? VERY IMPORTANT. That's the part of the month where I'll be mugging myself to ~~death~~. 2. The pile of books at the right are all my "done"s for the week. Can you see how tall it is? Damn. 3. See that red, mickey mouse alarm clock at the top-left? That was what's waking me up every morning when I didn't have a phone. And it doesn't have a snooze button. Fcuking useless. 4. That globe next to the alarm clock is some feng shui thingy my mom bought for me a few weeks ago. It's suppose to help me focus in my studies. Take note: suppose to. 5. That pink rose wrapped around my study lamp was given to me by SHARON KANG MING LI last valentine's day. Sweet, eh? (: P.S. I ALREADY MISS TAN LIYING. =( 11:06 PM Tuesday, July 15, 2008 laughter is the best medicine. First and foremost, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MARISHKA. tangina mo, love. kase, i love you. HAHAHA. Apparently, I'm not in the mood to ~~study~~. I just got home a few hours ago from a "partner study" with Ebrahim, and to tell you the truth, I'm bombed. I better rest this precious brain of mine. School today was filled with cachinnation. I continued to crack lame jokes to my oh-so tolerant friends, and one eventually gave up on my hopeless attempt to make her laugh. And her name is TAN LIYING (do not worry, darling. i'll never give up on you, bay-beh. HAHAHA). Ella: How do you count the number of cows? Everyone: One... Two... Three? Ella: No. You use a COWculator! HAHAHA. Everyone: Ouch. That was lame. Botak told me that the only reason why he laughs back was because of my hilarious laughter right after I crack a joke. How rude. Tss.. It was funny, Jun Xian. Stop denying it to the world. Plus, come on. My cowculator joke was waaaay better than yours: Botak: Why did the granny sit on the rocking chair that has a roller blade on it? Ella: Because he wants to exercise while resting? HAHA. Idk. Why? Botak: BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO ROCK AND ROLL!!! NOW do you agree with me? (Just agree, you asses. And no one gets hurt) The last period was meant for Mr Yap. But apparently, he got too fed up with the class that he decided to run away from us. Thus, our last period was claimed FREE! =D The whole hour was spent with my three sexy asses, Liying, Yun Chang, Xian Liang, Yin Han, and Hassan. We played numerous card games, where the loser had to do push-ups, in regards to how bad he/she scored. Since I was the only girl playing (Liying was sort of the "referee"), the boys took it into consideration and passed my penalties to Ebrahim. In short, Ebrahim had to DOUBLE the push-ups that he was given. And there was this time that everyone had to do 36 push-ups, causing Ebrahim to do 72 PUSH-UPS all-in-all. HAHAHA. Well, it was too darn funny to resist, that I decided to take a video of it. This was a short clip, cos everyone eventually gave up after doing 20. Weaklings. HAHA! 9:22 PM Sunday, July 13, 2008 Singappppinoy? HA. Today (actually, yesterday, since it's already past 12) was the NDP preview at marina bay. And I have to say, I WISH I WAS A SINGAPOREAN. Nah. I'm way out of Singapore's league. HAHA! =D My brother got us tickets for the preview (may I remind you that these are VIP access. hee!) cos he was given the privilege to be an NDP participant. To those who are gonna watch it on the 9th of August, watch out for those flying glowing-and-fat "chickens" in the background. He'll be in one of those hundred boats. HAHA. Overall, it was a great performance. Though a lot of the parts were simulated and summarized, the whole event was still an amazing one. Definitely a must-watch. My favourite part? THE FIREWORKS. My brother told me there would be more fireworks on the national day itself. Too bad we wouldn't be there for the "more". My brother couldn't get us tickets for it. WE HAVE TO BUY 'EM TO GET 'EM. =( And you know what?! I DIDN'T KNOW THERE WAS A DRESS CODE! Maaaaaaan. I was lucky that I was wearing a grey shirt. May not be white nor red, but it got from looking like a freaking alien from space. Screw my mom. She knew about it, yet she didn't bother to tell me. HUHUHU! Anyway, I promised Ebrahim that I'll post the photos. So, here you go! I don't want to give out too much detail from the event cos some might be wanting to watch it too. So, I'll end here. (: I'm loving the tattoo! =D 3:21 AM Thursday, July 10, 2008 Is it the flu, or is it the day? I didn't come to school today for a sole reason. I was having a terrible flu. Damn the weather (but then again, it's better than having the sun burning your scalp, so I guess... I love the rain?). Well, an unwanted visitor came over today. And his name is TENTH OF JULY. He gave me a bouquet of pain, a card filled with betrayal, and he sang me my favourite lie. Eventually, I felt bad for not giving him anything, that I decided to give him a box of "getting over" ~~chocolates~~. Honestly, it's the best brand. You should try it. Kinda expensive though, cos it took me awhile to buy 'em. On a serious note, what's the point in being bitter? I don't get anything nice from it. I'm just hurting myself. So, it's best that I move on... right? Ugh. Going on, I finished 4 chapters from my math revision book. Been studying from the moment I woke up (yes, while you were still in school. HA!), till 8pm this evening. It feels great that I didn't waste my absence from school. I was still learning. (: But, uh, is studying infront of the computer counted as a "productive work"? HAHA. To explain, I was chatting with my sister back in Phil early this afternoon, and I was telling her the current news between me, him, and the new ~~HER~~. In a way, my sister's the reason why I feel so strong now. I think I just have to re-read this message from her every single day: Aubrey: you know, nikki (my family calls me nikki), Aubrey: Lord wouldn't take harvey away from you if he thinks that you deserve him, or vice versa. Aubrey: just think of it, Aubrey: he's planning a bigger and better thing for you Aubrey: all you have to do is wait and let yourself grow. 10:59 PM Tuesday, July 8, 2008 A new beginning. I know that my current blogskin doesn't really differ much from my previous one. But, hey. I love it anyway. So, back off! (: Anyway, ladies and gentlemen, behold the beginning of another chapter in my seemingly never-ending life. Lucky you, you'll be able to witness this first-hand! (: ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (I just needed a line to separate my introduction and my post. So, don't mind that. Hehehe) Wait. Wait. Wait. Before I begin, allow me to scream like an insane maniac first. I GOT MY FCUKING PHONE BACK, DUDE! holy mother of god. it's about time! School today wasn't totally bad. Though it started with ~~tears~~ (btw, thanks ebrahim and jared), i was able to amend myself back during PE, when everytime I get to hit the volleyball, I'll scream one solid "cheebai! fuck, bodoh!". Yes, vulgarity eases me. Math: Screw the people who forgot to bring their mathematical set and still didn't do anything about it. Because of you, I'll be failing my math test. Ugh.. After school, Ebrahim and I went for the security monitor's breifing. I dunno how we got involved in it, but we would be needed to help our form teacher take our classmates' temperature tomorrow (which reminds me, i have to remind everyone to bring their thermometer). "1. Turn me on. 2. I am ready. 3. Put me under your tongue. 4. Take me out. 5. To keep me clean, wash my tip. 6. Put me back into my container so that I could be used again. 7. Treat me gently, because I break easily. Hello, I'm an Oral Thermometer. And my job is to see how hot you are. Literally." P.S. If you've been thinking of something else, then you're oh-so wrong in oh-so many ways. 9:17 PM