Follow me, sunshine.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

nothing but an imitation.

Well, I TIRED making it look like me. But apparently, I failed. Somehow. Heh.
And no, bernard. It's not because it's missing a mole.

www.faceyourmanga.com
It's a really cool thing. Do this when you're bored. (:

2:00 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

i should consider renting a room in pasir ris.

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, HERNIE!
Try eating faster this year, okay? I always feel like a pig when I eat infront of you. HAHA. (:

I'm sorry if I couldn't be there on your birthday. My maid forgot to wake up. She thought 6:30am was 5:30am. Well, atleast that was her excuse.

People have been wondering why I message them at 6:30 in the morning saying that "I woke up late". You see, studying in Pasir Ris and staying in Yishun isn't exactly an easy job to manage.

- I wake up at 6:00am every morning to bathe.
- I make sure that I'm out of the house by 6:25am.
- If I don't catch the 6:35am bus, I'm doomed.

Travel time is 45mins, including the walking-to-school part. The bell rings at 7:25am. Now, have you done the calculations? Yes, you're indeed lucky you're not me.

Anyway, I don't want to talk about my prelim results until I manage to get all of them. I still have my science practical and math paper 2 to collect. Now now, you don't have to be eager to know my results. They're not good anyway...

P.S. You made me like this. So, stop blaming me for your mistakes.

9:48 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

like i said, i need an anger management.

Here I am again, posting.

Maybe I'll start my revisions for o-levels tomorrow. Idk. It depends on my mood. Currently, I'm having this really shitty feeling, and I hope it goes away by tomorrow.

So this is where I'm standing right now:
1. The major exams are in 30days, and I'm blogging.
2. I'm still not over him.
3. He seems so well without me cos he has her...and her...and a million more other hers.
4. I just remembered that next month was supposedly our ~~FIRST ANNIVERSARY~~........
5. I might be going to Temasek Polytechnic after my graduation. Fcuk.

If I'm emo enough, I would slash my wrists and cry "why did I even exist?" to thin air. But, things like that wouldn't amend the imperfections of my life. So I might as well ~~learn~~ how to live with/in it.

To Ann; I know how you feel. Trust me, I do. But, don't worry. As much as I can, I'll guide you through. (:

TO ALL YOU MEN WHO HURTS WOMEN AND THEN LEAVES THEM,
You jerks have no idea how stupid it was to let go of us. I mean, them. The women.
TO ALL YOU WOMEN WHO ARE HELPLESS WITHOUT THEIR MEN,
Girls, you are all much better off without them.
TO ALL YOU COUPLES WHO ARE STILL INLOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER,
If you're my friend, then I'm happy for you. But if you're just some random person, then I'm sorry for you.

6:57 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

it's true. boys do drool.

I didn't want to blog, but I got bored. So, what the hell.

To tell you the truth, I don't really have much stories in the bag right now. Besides the good news that
my preliminary exams will officially end tomorrow, there's nothing left to say. Everything remains to be in its usual state. From saying this, I don't know whether to end it with a "=)" or a "=(".

Don't get me started...

I WILL NEVER LEAVE LIYING.
You got that, girl? (:

9:13 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

a friday post on a sunday.

Let's cut the crap short.

Friday.
1. My very first time to bowl.
2. My very first time to stay at E!hub for 9hrs.
3. My second time to ride the pathetic ferris wheel. For free. (:
4. The day I spent almost 30 buckeroos.
5. The day I stuffed my stomach with a gazillion plates of sushi.

Friday is the day I spent with Liying, Jared, Bernard, Kong Yang, Yin Han and Ebrahim.

This is the moment when Liying found her one true love... The Spongebob Ticketing Booth.

They were really trying to squeeze their faces in. Selfish imbeciles.

For lessons on shuffling, please call 1234-kongyang.

That scandalous kiss. (Not to mention, disgustingly gay)

Bernard is Mr Happy. Ella is Ms Crazy. Jared is Mr Psycho-killer Kia.

Supposedly, I was in this shot. But Bernard's ass came in the way.

The many faces of Tan Liying and Ella Flores.

Six people cramped in one balloon/cabin.

Over here, Kong Yang was being his asshole-self. This was suppose to be a picture, but he took it as a video clip. None of us knew until he showed it to us. Jerk. HAHA!

6:06 PM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

it ends tonight (?)

Too many people have been pissing me off these past few days.

LIM BOON HUAT.
Your paper's as bad as your fashion sense. Get some help, please. You're totally bringing everyone's hopes in passing Physics, down. We studied NINETEEN freaking chapters, and you only included a handful of them in the exam. The rest was only-you-and-God-would-know ~~theory~~ questions. Take my advice.
RETIRE EARLY.

HER.
Honestly, I don't want to deal with your issues with me anymore. I've had enough of understanding. If you dislike me so much, then stop getting near me. To tell you frankly, I don't give a damn about what you think of me, or what you think I think about you. You implanted all these into your brain. Only you can help yourself. Widen your mind a bit, will you? And just so you know, you're not the only one getting hurt here.

HIM.
I know you're not happy, but neither am I. I know you're hurt, but so am I. Forgive me, but I ain't some godsend woman who could always understand, yet accept hurt in return. I'm only human. I'm sorry.

I think I need some anger management.

9:03 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

this is getting irritating.

I opened my blog at 9:33pm, started typing at 9:35pm, deleted everything at 10:02pm.
I started to type out a different post at 10:05pm, deleted everything again at 10:56pm.

FUCK.

P.S. This post only took me two minutes to publish.

10:58 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

my brain had a short circuit.

I wasn't planning to blog today, but I have nothing else to do.

I have officially gave my hopes up for Math. I'm so screwed... I only did FOUR papers in THREE days! Pathetic, much? I tend to get stuck at specific questions, so it takes me almost half a day to finish one paper. I've said it, and I'm gonna say it again. I'm so screwed.....

So I dumped my Math stuffs away and pulled out my Physics stuffs. I managed to study everything --- on what took us to learn for THREE (mr. yap) YEARS --- in one day. 19 FREAKING CHAPTERS, all down in a single day. Amazing, eh? Just call me, Wonderwoman. (:

Anyway, tomorrow's my relaxation time. I've done enough dating with my books. Likewise, I think they've had enough of me too. So, I'm doing this for their sake (yeah right, ella). And, like I always say, "every 'ol nerd deserves some break!".

P.S. Did anyone miss chester? (:

10:25 PM

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

another year, another wrinkle.

I'm soooo in the mood to be emo right now, but I find it quite inappropriate. I mean, it's not as if God's gonna read my blog and do something about this freaking life of mine, right? So, forget it. Let's be jolly.

Anyway, I should be posting about this yesterday, but I wasn't in the perfect mood to be ecstatic. What I actually wanted to scream out was,

IT'S FCUKING SEPTEMBER ALREADY, MAN.
A few more weeks, and I'm out of Coral Secondary School's armpit hair!

Besides that, a few more days and it's my freaking birthday! I'm really not prepared to be another year older. I'm happy being sixteen. It's sweet, yeh know? Plus, another more year and I'll be stepping into the legal side of the world. Aaaaand, two more years after that and I'm officially unclassified as a "teenager", but a dull, old ~~adult~~. To summarize my point here, I NEED SOME STAY-YOUNG-FOREVER POTION!

Yet, deep inside (deep deeeeeeep inside), I'm actually excited for my seventeenth birthday. Though I'm pretty sure that it's just gonna be the classic sing-the-birthday-girl-a-birthday-song-infront-of-the-entire-upper-sec-students celebration, I still can't wait for it. I mean, who doesn't like attention once in awhile, right?

But, please make sure that my face remains untouched, okay? *scared*

11:47 PM

Monday, September 1, 2008

courage is never the absence of fear.

"Justice cannot be from one side alone, but must be for both." - Eleanor Roosevelt

I have unplugged the heart once filled with hate.
My Heart.

9:43 AM


ellarochellelegaspiflores Call me nikki or ella, both are fine with me. I'm a proud filipina living in Singapore. EIGHTEEN. I talk coffee, music, photography and art. LOVE ME FOR IT. EXITS ♥ Go be stupid somewhere else. I won't leave my links here. FACEBOOK ♥ REWIND ♥ July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009	Sunday, September 21, 2008 nothing but an imitation. Well, I TIRED making it look like me. But apparently, I failed. Somehow. Heh. And no, bernard. It's not because it's missing a mole. www.faceyourmanga.com It's a really cool thing. Do this when you're bored. (: 2:00 PM Friday, September 19, 2008 i should consider renting a room in pasir ris. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, HERNIE! Try eating faster this year, okay? I always feel like a pig when I eat infront of you. HAHA. (: I'm sorry if I couldn't be there on your birthday. My maid forgot to wake up. She thought 6:30am was 5:30am. Well, atleast that was her excuse. People have been wondering why I message them at 6:30 in the morning saying that "I woke up late". You see, studying in Pasir Ris and staying in Yishun isn't exactly an easy job to manage. - I wake up at 6:00am every morning to bathe. - I make sure that I'm out of the house by 6:25am. - If I don't catch the 6:35am bus, I'm doomed. Travel time is 45mins, including the walking-to-school part. The bell rings at 7:25am. Now, have you done the calculations? Yes, you're indeed lucky you're not me. Anyway, I don't want to talk about my prelim results until I manage to get all of them. I still have my science practical and math paper 2 to collect. Now now, you don't have to be eager to know my results. They're not good anyway... P.S. You made me like this. So, stop blaming me for your mistakes. 9:48 PM Tuesday, September 16, 2008 like i said, i need an anger management. Here I am again, posting. Maybe I'll start my revisions for o-levels tomorrow. Idk. It depends on my mood. Currently, I'm having this really shitty feeling, and I hope it goes away by tomorrow. So this is where I'm standing right now: 1. The major exams are in 30days, and I'm blogging. 2. I'm still not over him. 3. He seems so well without me cos he has her...and her...and a million more other hers. 4. I just remembered that next month was supposedly our ~~FIRST ANNIVERSARY~~........ 5. I might be going to Temasek Polytechnic after my graduation. Fcuk. If I'm emo enough, I would slash my wrists and cry "why did I even exist?" to thin air. But, things like that wouldn't amend the imperfections of my life. So I might as well ~~learn~~ how to live with/in it. To Ann; I know how you feel. Trust me, I do. But, don't worry. As much as I can, I'll guide you through. (: TO ALL YOU MEN WHO HURTS WOMEN AND THEN LEAVES THEM, You jerks have no idea how stupid it was to let go of us. I mean, them. The women. TO ALL YOU WOMEN WHO ARE HELPLESS WITHOUT THEIR MEN, Girls, you are all much better off without them. TO ALL YOU COUPLES WHO ARE STILL INLOVE WITH ONE ANOTHER, If you're my friend, then I'm happy for you. But if you're just some random person, then I'm sorry for you. 6:57 PM Monday, September 15, 2008 it's true. boys do drool. I didn't want to blog, but I got bored. So, what the hell. To tell you the truth, I don't really have much stories in the bag right now. Besides the good news that my preliminary exams will officially end tomorrow, there's nothing left to say. Everything remains to be in its usual state. From saying this, I don't know whether to end it with a "=)" or a "=(". Don't get me started... I WILL NEVER LEAVE LIYING. You got that, girl? (: 9:13 PM Sunday, September 14, 2008 a friday post on a sunday. Let's cut the crap short. Friday. 1. My very first time to bowl. 2. My very first time to stay at E!hub for 9hrs. 3. My second time to ride the pathetic ferris wheel. For free. (: 4. The day I spent almost 30 buckeroos. 5. The day I stuffed my stomach with a gazillion plates of sushi. Friday is the day I spent with Liying, Jared, Bernard, Kong Yang, Yin Han and Ebrahim. This is the moment when Liying found her one true love... The Spongebob Ticketing Booth. They were really trying to squeeze their faces in. Selfish imbeciles. For lessons on shuffling, please call 1234-kongyang. That scandalous kiss. (Not to mention, disgustingly gay) Bernard is Mr Happy. Ella is Ms Crazy. Jared is Mr Psycho-killer Kia. Supposedly, I was in this shot. But Bernard's ass came in the way. The many faces of Tan Liying and Ella Flores. Six people cramped in one balloon/cabin. Over here, Kong Yang was being his asshole-self. This was suppose to be a picture, but he took it as a video clip. None of us knew until he showed it to us. Jerk. HAHA! 6:06 PM Thursday, September 11, 2008 it ends tonight (?) Too many people have been pissing me off these past few days. LIM BOON HUAT. Your paper's as bad as your fashion sense. Get some help, please. You're totally bringing everyone's hopes in passing Physics, down. We studied NINETEEN freaking chapters, and you only included a handful of them in the exam. The rest was only-you-and-God-would-know ~~theory~~ questions. Take my advice. RETIRE EARLY. HER. Honestly, I don't want to deal with your issues with me anymore. I've had enough of understanding. If you dislike me so much, then stop getting near me. To tell you frankly, I don't give a damn about what you think of me, or what you think I think about you. You implanted all these into your brain. Only you can help yourself. Widen your mind a bit, will you? And just so you know, you're not the only one getting hurt here. HIM. I know you're not happy, but neither am I. I know you're hurt, but so am I. Forgive me, but I ain't some godsend woman who could always understand, yet accept hurt in return. I'm only human. I'm sorry. I think I need some anger management. 9:03 PM Saturday, September 6, 2008 this is getting irritating. I opened my blog at 9:33pm, started typing at 9:35pm, deleted everything at 10:02pm. I started to type out a different post at 10:05pm, deleted everything again at 10:56pm. FUCK. P.S. This post only took me two minutes to publish. 10:58 PM Thursday, September 4, 2008 my brain had a short circuit. I wasn't planning to blog today, but I have nothing else to do. I have officially gave my hopes up for Math. I'm so screwed... I only did FOUR papers in THREE days! Pathetic, much? I tend to get stuck at specific questions, so it takes me almost half a day to finish one paper. I've said it, and I'm gonna say it again. I'm so screwed..... So I dumped my Math stuffs away and pulled out my Physics stuffs. I managed to study everything --- on what took us to learn for THREE (mr. yap) YEARS --- in one day. 19 FREAKING CHAPTERS, all down in a single day. Amazing, eh? Just call me, Wonderwoman. (: Anyway, tomorrow's my relaxation time. I've done enough dating with my books. Likewise, I think they've had enough of me too. So, I'm doing this for their sake (yeah right, ella). And, like I always say, "every 'ol nerd deserves some break!". P.S. Did anyone miss chester? (: 10:25 PM Tuesday, September 2, 2008 another year, another wrinkle. I'm soooo in the mood to be emo right now, but I find it quite inappropriate. I mean, it's not as if God's gonna read my blog and do something about this freaking life of mine, right? So, forget it. Let's be jolly. Anyway, I should be posting about this yesterday, but I wasn't in the perfect mood to be ecstatic. What I actually wanted to scream out was, IT'S FCUKING SEPTEMBER ALREADY, MAN. A few more weeks, and I'm out of Coral Secondary School's armpit hair! Besides that, a few more days and it's my freaking birthday! I'm really not prepared to be another year older. I'm happy being sixteen. It's sweet, yeh know? Plus, another more year and I'll be stepping into the legal side of the world. Aaaaand, two more years after that and I'm officially unclassified as a "teenager", but a dull, old ~~adult~~. To summarize my point here, I NEED SOME STAY-YOUNG-FOREVER POTION! Yet, deep inside (deep deeeeeeep inside), I'm actually excited for my seventeenth birthday. Though I'm pretty sure that it's just gonna be the classic sing-the-birthday-girl-a-birthday-song-infront-of-the-entire-upper-sec-students celebration, I still can't wait for it. I mean, who doesn't like attention once in awhile, right? But, please make sure that my face remains untouched, okay? scared 11:47 PM Monday, September 1, 2008 courage is never the absence of fear. "Justice cannot be from one side alone, but must be for both." - Eleanor Roosevelt I have unplugged the heart once filled with hate. My Heart. 9:43 AM